May 17, 2008

"We're Girls!"

My sister Amy and her little girl always do funny little girly things and then say in a cute little voice, "We're girls!" It is actually pretty cute and you probably need to hear it to understand just how cute it is. Well, I have been looking forward to when Maisie and I can do girly things together. I should first say that every morning we already apply our makeup together. Maisie sits on the counter next to where I am getting ready and goes through my makeup, pretending to put it on herself. So cute!

Yesterday I decided to paint my toes. I got out the nail polish and started painting a toenail when Maisie came over and plopped herself next to me. Hmmmm, I wondered if she would sit still long enough to let me paint her toenails. She definitely doesn't like to get them clipped, but painted could be another story, especially since she is very much into makeup already. So I painted her teeny big toenail and it was a success! I continued on the rest of the nine nails and voila! Pretty little painted nails!

"We're girls!"


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May 16, 2008

Been meaning to post these pix!

I was meaning to post these pictures right after they were taken, but forgot to as I left for California the following day!  So we took these pictures the day before we left Portland!  I am sure Maisie misses Grandma Ann reading to her and Papa George chasing her around!

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Maisie was getting a bit tired in this picture!

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A little family picture taken at a DELISH Mexican restaurant!

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Squished together heads!  This was Dennis Quick's doing!  But it actually turned out pretty cute in my opinion!!!

May 13, 2008

I know it's a touchy subject....

...but I feel the need to talk about Babywise again. A lot of my close friends and family used this parenting technique and have sworn by it, but I honestly cannot wrap my mind around the whole concept of letting your brand new baby (who has only known your womb) cry ALONE in his/her crib for a period of time. I don't get it. Ok, maybe older babies I can understand this a bit more, but brand new babies? And I don't really get the scheduled feeding thing either. I get it to a point, but honestly, aren't some babies little bellies maybe just smaller and need to eat more often than every 3 1/2 hours?

It isn't necessarily the long distance between feedings that bother me, but the crying alone in their crib. What in the world is wrong with rocking your baby to sleep? It isn't like you are going to be rocking a twelve year old to sleep. I understand that this is just a preference in parenting, but I honestly just don't understand it in the least bit. Everything inside me SCREAMS to go and pick up Maisie when she cries. I am not talking a little whimper of, "Mom, I don't like this." Although, I have been known to more often than not pick her up when she has those cries as well. Maybe I spoil her, or maybe I am just showing her that right now her mom is going to be there for her.

I am not claiming to have all this figured out or even that MY way is the right way.

I just wish that people wouldn't take such a strong stance on the whole thing. I wish churches would offer classes on attachment parenting as well as Babywise. I wish moms would listen to that feeling inside them (their motherly instincts...which are there for a reason by the way), I wish that Christians wouldn't claim to have all the answers, I wish things could be a bit more natural. I guess I am more of a hippie than I thought.

I personally LOVE the way we have chosen to parent. I think back to how insecure I was in those first days, weeks, months, but Justin and I can now look back and be quite satisfied with how we have parented. Is that cocky? I don't mean to be. I am just saying that I love being a parent and I think a big part of that came from listening to myself.

For you seasoned parents out there, next time someone asks you for advice with a newborn, simply tell them to listen to themselves. I think it would work best 99 percent of the time. I know that co-sleeping isn't for everyone. I know that feeding on demand isn't for everyone, I know that rocking your baby to sleep most nights isn't for everyone. But those things are all for us and I am not ashamed of it in the least bit.

The funny this is that I read Babywise two times before I had Maisie and even skimmed through it during her first month of life. Reading it before I had her I thought that it was something that I would probably follow, but once Maisie actually came into the picture, I realized it was definitely not for us.

To all you new moms out there, LISTEN TO YOURSELF!!! You will know what to do. Shut out those outside voices and listen to your instincts. That is the best advice I was given when I had Maisie. It is actually quite empowering to know that you have what it takes to parent this child and you don't have to learn it from a book, although they can be quite helpful at times! :)

Sorry to go off about that, it has just really been on my mind the last couple days.

May 12, 2008

Mothers love their daughters

Img_4478_2Today was such a fun day. Being a mom is amazing. I originally thought for Mother's Day it would be nice to have a break from being a mom, but realized I really didn't want that at all. I had fun with Maisie today. Lots of tickling, laughing, reading books, going for walks....ahhhhh, good times! Maisie was difficult to put to sleep tonight because she is teething, so I took a break from rocking her for a few minutes, but I really just wanted to be with her and hold her myself, even though she was sort of being a pain. I feel honored to be her mom and take care of her. I love being her "mama." I'm not saying it is always easy, I am just saying I LOVE it and I LOVE her!

Tonight before my mom went to bed, she gave me a card for Mother's Day. It was so sweet. The kind that you will keep forever. A light bulb sort of went on after reading the card and I realized that I am my mom's Maisie. For how much I love Maisie, my mom loves me. Pretty amazing. I still think I may love Maisie more though ;).

May 10, 2008

Lazy Workout Thoughts

I have been debating working out since 7pm tonight. I made a few excuses, said I would do it after we watched a movie, said I would do it after my mom went to bed, said I would do it after laundry, and now it is almost 1am. I am still debating the workout. I want to go to bed, but I also want to get in that workout today. But what am I doing instead of working out? Yes, posting on my blog, thinking of excuses not to work out. Wouldn't a workout energize me right now? And I don't want that before I go to bed, right? I don't want to have to shower as well. I already washed my face. I wouldn't want to have to re-wash it! Plus, I can just work out in the morning. One day off isn't going to kill me! Well, except that it is more like seven days ten day off so far. Ok shoot. Now I feel like I should at least try to do a 20 minute pilates before Justin gets home. That won't make me sweat too bad. Ok never mind. I talked myself out of it. Too late. Yeah, way too tired. I will do it in the morning. Blah!

May 08, 2008

Always missing someone

I seriously feel like the title of this post could be my life motto. One of the amazing things about traveling and living in so many different places is that we get to meet so many new friends! It is also one of the hardest things about moving and traveling. I always feel like there is someone I miss. Last week I desperately missed Justin. He's back! YAY!!! Tonight I desperately miss my sister. Her and her kids left today. I had such a fun week with them and am feeling a bit lonely now that she is gone. Every night together we would stay up late and watch a movie or do pilates together or have a dance competition. It was good times. So now I am cleaning and posting on my blog. Not quite as fun as dancing to Justin Timberlake or giggling as we do little pilates moves.

I really love the adventure of our life that Justin and I have, but there are definitely things about living this kind of life that makes it tough, especially for such a family girl like myself!


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May 04, 2008

Fun in the Sun!

It has been sunny wonderful here!  We have been pretty busy doing fun things with the kids!  We have spent the last couple days outside.  Today we celebrated Ethan's birthday early (since we won't be with him on the day of).  It was a surprise for him and it was a lot of fun!

Here are some pics and a video (because Justin requested a video specifically of Maisie)!

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This is right after Ethan and Avery realized we were having a party.  When we started singing happy birthday, Avery was so happy and dancing thinking it was her birthday.  As you can see, she had just found out that it was a celebration for Ethan.  Really, she is a sweet little thing.  High drama, just like her mom and aunt!!!

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Kylie and Ethan!

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Grandma with her two granddaughters.

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Maisie enjoying a little In-n-out for lunch.

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Amy and Ethan

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Maisie and Mommy

And the video of Maisie enjoying an ice cream cone from the birthday party!    

May 03, 2008

"What are you doing?"

If you would like to see a day in the life of my family, take a look at this video. It starts out with my niece Avery and one of her little drama tantrums and ends like The Sound of Music (well, sort of). We took this video last night at a baseball game. Good times.


May 01, 2008

Reunited with family

When my parents divorced and my dad moved away, we saw a lot less of my dad's side of the family.  Well, now that I am an adult (yes, I am) I have realized how much family means to me, even if they weren't really there during all of my childhood.  I have a new love and respect for my dad now that I am married and have my own child.  My dad's side of the family is nowhere near perfect, but what family is?  I had a lot of fun at my grandma's 80th birthday party, reuniting with family I hadn't seen since I was a young girl! 

Here are some of my favorite pics from the party:

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Happy Birthday Grandma!  Who ever knew she had siblings?!?  I met them for the first time at her party.

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Everybody's got to have an Uncle Fred!  Oh yeah!!!!  He is hilarious!  Crude jokes, bad humor, the works!  He even bought his own little doll that is called PULL YOUR FINGER FRED.  Oh yes.

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Me and the cousins.  I have a million cousins that I have never met (or finally did for the first time at the party), but these are the guys I remember the most and were the most excited to see.  So weird that they have their own kids now!

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Aunt Tina!  A strong woman for being the ONLY girl with five brothers!

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The cutest little brother in the world (and his cute girlfriend)!

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My little sister Carley and Maisie.  They love each other.  Carley is not only artistic, but a super cool girl. 

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Daddy! (said with the Noga accent)  I have seriously come to have a respect for my dad.  Growing up I always saw the things he DIDN'T do, but now I can see how much he did do and does.  I love him.  Plus, he bought expensive, stylish glasses and put highlights in his hair.  Isn't that precious?

We had a really fun time!  One of the highlights of our time in the Northwest! 

April 28, 2008

Blog Fart

Justin commented to me today on how I haven't written on my blog for a while. Well, the truth is, I am having a blog fart. Get it!?!? Like brain fart, but only it is a blog fart?!? Man, I think I am so funny sometimes. I honestly couldn't wait to type the letters to the name of this title. So, speaking of fart, I had a little family reunion yesterday with my dad's side of the family. It was actually my grandma's 80th birthday. It is always an interesting time with that gang! I am going to post pictures of the party as soon as I have time to upload them. Probably tomorrow in between cleaning and packing.

Just wanted to let you all know that I am still here. VERY busy these days! Justin is going to Spain for a week and I am going to California. At least we will both be in sunny weather!!!

xoxo

April 19, 2008

Watch Maisie read to Eli!

My friend Melea (Eli's mommy) thinks I should show you all the video of Maisie reading to Eli, so here it is!

She's a genius!

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Ok, not really. I know most parents think this about their children, but it is only because we saw them when they were just little blobs of human, not even able to control their little arm movements. Suddenly, they begin to resemble a real person who can do real person type things.

The latest Maisie is a real person things are:

1. Sharing her sippy cup with her baby, rocking and patting her baby to sleep.

2. "Reading" other babies (real live babies) books and patting them on the back as to comfort them in a motherly way (see picture above of Maisie and her boyfriend Eli...she likes the young ones).

3. She now points to different pictures in books that she recognizes and is starting to make animal noises when she spots one she recognizes. Elephants are her favorite.

4. When she sees a circle, she says, "ball!"

5. She comes running when I shake the chocolate covered edamame container. Not only that, but the other day I was talking about chocolate covered edamame and she ran to where I keep it. Oh yes, it is her favorite.

6. She came over to sit next to me yesterday, laid her head on my arm, and fell asleep. (normally there is a bit more rocking involved)

7. She tries to sing the elmo song when she sees a picture of elmo.

8. She takes showers with me like a big girl.

9. She throws a ball, and pretty good (which of course Justin loves).

10. She runs around high pitch screaming when we play with her (which of course, I love).

She is such a fun little delight of a baby! Or is she a kid? She is growing up so fast. I am thankful for all the advice of friends telling me it was okay to rock her to sleep and to breastfeed for longer because it really does go by too fast. Two nights in a row she fell asleep without me helping her. She is growing up and I didn't even ask for her to. It is true that every stage gets better and better. But of course I miss the teeny tiny stage. But she is challenging me in new ways, that I REALLY appreciate. I need to remember to really be attentive to her now and enjoy this stage as well, because it will be gone before I know it.

Anyways, rambling on!!! I'm going to bed so that I can be a refreshed mommy ready to play with my Crazers.